Had buffet lunch at Raffles last week. Was stuffed with all the good food.
Haven't seen this vintage Ice Kachang machine in awhile. Tried making some Ice Kachang with it, topped with durian puree.

Mee Rebus, I think.
Rojak, for people like me who only wants turnip and fried doughsticks.
My dad. And his caviar.
Headed to Sushi Tei at night. Ate a bomb again. Thanks to BF.
Sometimes I feel like I have so much to say about him. Yet I'm lost for words at the same time.
He picked up the habit of reading newspapers in camp I think.
On a side note, work hasn't been exactly going well. I'm burdened by others' expectations and my own at the same time. I want to perform yet I can't. It gets me down sometimes and I've started to incline towards alcohol. I'm trying hard to go against it.

Random, I found this alien thing in my Hor Fun last week. My mom got it for me as supper cos' I came home late from work as usual. I am still wondering what it is.

I need to get away. I don't even know if I like my life now. I'm not carefree anymore. This weather, the end-of-year monsoon, reminds me of the times that I had with BF. When we first got together, our random trips to the Airport, when we celebrated Christmases, New Years, our first anniversary, all without worries. But now, even taking leave for a holiday stresses me. Soon it's gonna be our 2nd anniversary. Do we even have the time to spare for a getaway? And even if I do, will I be stressed by the consequences to taking that time off work? No doubts, yes.

Hello Fred-mon,

Well, I suppose by the time you wake up, I've gotta rush outta office. Sooo... Good luck for your test later les-moan! Go get good grades and share it with us once you get it back! (:

pH0.001 Lemon,
Naggy-Gan-Jiong-Spider-Motherly Precious Clare-mon.
And of course, including our very randomly funny Rach-mon.

P.S: We were discussing about middle names that day. So I said, maybe I should have my Dad's name in my name. Clare Raymond Yau Xin Yi. And Rachie said, I can be Clare Lemon Yau Xin Yi. Rationale? (Well, we both agreed that) Because Raymond (pronounced in an old uncle way 'lehmond ah lehmond') sounds like lemon.

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Now, it's finally the 2nd Friday i.e; BF's book out day. Like finally! I've been throught shiats these 2 weeks. Though, yes, I had fun with Rachie and Don and Xueli and maybe Alvin and Ah Guan (who made last Friday night funny). But nothing compares to snuggling up to BF on a cold rainy night or maybe having some hot steamboat at home.

Okay fine. Skip the jeff-withdrawal-ramblings. Straight to the point, I miss my BF! I've been working and going out and working and going home, stuck with my earpiece and reading my books; discussing how paradoxical life, people, emotions can be with my beloved Xueli over hot beancurd and lots of cigs on a cold rainy night.

I've gotta admit, I kinda like it this way. The slow-paced life that is. Of course it won't work the same if it's a combination of ice kachang on a hot night. (I CANNOT TOLERATE HOT WEATHER.) Funny how I managed to survive through 20 Marches. Hmmm.